Musical Monday #16

Hey guys!

It's Monday again, so here's my Musical Monday. For those of you who don't know, Musical Monday is a weekly link-up hosted by My So-Called Chaos.

In Tribute to Delena

Hey guys!

So I finally saw the season finale to the Vampire Diaries season 5. Dear lord, my heart is broken. Have you guys seen it yet? Do you even watch Vampire Diaries? If you don't, you should!

Here's a video in tribute of Delena.



~Sammy

Quote of the Day #7

Hey guys!

Here's today's quote of the day. :) It's by an anonymous.

I think this quote is beautiful and so completely true. However it should say person not woman, because it also applies to men not just women. Gender equality! :P

~Sammy

Musical Monday #12

Hey guys!

So, it's Monday. It's my least favorite day of the week. What about you? Anyways, since it's Monday, you know what that means! It's Musical Monday! Yay! So today's song is, I'll Follow You Into The Dark by Death Cab For Cutie.

I love this song, because it's just precious and I wish that someone would feel that way about me. It is quite a depressing song, but I still love it.

Lyrics:

Love of mine, some day you will die

But I'll be close behind

I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white

Just our hands clasped so tight

Waiting for the hint of a spark

If Heaven and Hell decide

That they both are satisfied

Illuminate the Nos on their Vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks

Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule

I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black

And I held my tongue as she told me,

"Son, fear is the heart of love."

So I never went back

If Heaven and Hell decide

That they both are satisfied

Illuminate the Nos on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you

When your soul embarks

Then I'll follow into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see

From Bangkok to Calgary

And the soles of your shoes are all worn down

The time for sleep is now

It's nothing to cry about

'Cause we'll hold each other soon

In the blackest of rooms

If Heaven and Hell decide

That they both are satisfied

Illuminate the Nos on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you

When your soul embarks

Then I'll follow you into the dark

Then I'll follow you into the dark

Isn't that just super sweet?!

~Sammy

Quote of the Day #5

Hey guys!

Here's today's quote of the day. :)

This is so beautifully true. I'm so stuck in the past that I'm rarely present. It's really sad. And then when I move again, I'm stuck in that previous place. I'm forever stuck in the past and it's making me depressed from crying over all the previous laughs.

I need to move on, but I don't know how. Nor do I really want to. I want to yet I don't. :/

~Sammy

Death

Hi,

Yeah, I know this is one of the most depressing topics I could possibly ever talk about. But, I'm just curious, how do you guys deal with death? I just found out one of my friends died. Well I found out a few days ago, but it's still tearing me apart. We weren't that close. We were internet friends, but then again most of my friends are online nowadays with all the moving that my family does. So it felt like she was just one of the people I moved away from but stayed close with. Her name was Alicia Gutscher, more commonly known as Whisperwings on DeviantArt. Here is her Cancer Blog.

She died in February and I feel awful for not checking in on her more often. School has just been so busy and I know that's an awful excuse and I can't forgive myself. I know, there's nothing I could have done, but I just feel like I don't know.. I just feel really bad for not talking to her recently. I mean she was a friend of mine. She was one of the reasons that I focused on my art and started taking it seriously. And now she's just... Gone. I mean it doesn't seem real. I feel like if I refresh my DeviantArt tab often enough I'll find a message in my box saying that she's replied. But I know it's not ever going to happen. It hurts so much. I feel like I shouldn't be crying over her though. I mean her family should be. Her close friends. I feel like I don't have the right to, but I still do. I can't help it.

She died of stage 4 liver cancer. The incurable type. I don't know what's happened to her. I don't believe in heaven or any of that, because I'm atheist (I hope this doesn't upset anyone) but I do believe in the possibility. And right now I'm just hoping that it is real and that she made it to heaven and is happy there. And if there is internet in heaven and she happens upon this post, I would like her to know that I miss her terribly and we all do and that we hope that you're happy.

~Sammy

Musical Monday #9

Hey guys!

It's a new week. Joy. Anyways here's this week's Musical Monday! :D Musical Monday is a weekly linky hosted by My So-Called Chaos.

This week's Musical Monday is Small Bump by Ed Sheeran. It's so sweet and the last 2 lines are so sad! What do you guys think?

~Sammy

Musical Monday #8

Hey guys!

Sorry I missed last week, but I haven't missed today. :) Anyways, for those of you who are new, Musical Monday is a weekly linky hosted by My So-Called Chaos. I found a lot of songs through out these weeks, but I though I'd share this particular one with you.

I really want to share more but nevertheless here's Stay High by Hippie Sabotage. I was debating between Isabelle by Gregory and Hawk, A Wish by Gregory and Hawk, and Stay High by Hippie Sabotage. I don't know why but Stay High somehow won.

All of those songs are relatively sad songs. I know to some people Stay High doesn't seem like a sad song, but if you listen to the lyrics you'll see that it actually is kinda sad. If you decide to go listen to the other songs, then let me know what you think. I love Gregory and Hawk. The singer's voice, is so beautiful. :) I also really like Hippie Sabotage just because of the name. x)

~Sammy